Gotta Be Somebody....

Listening to some of my life changing songs, and waiting for my boyfriend to wake up can be tiring considering i know that there are a MILLION things i NEED to do, but dont WANT to do at the moment....like, even though i'm sure you guys don't really care lol i'll give you a list anyways, that way i can look over it for myself as well without wasting paper.
lets see...
i need to;

vaccume
sweep
mop
take trash out
gather up my laundry
clean the bathroom
clean the kitchen
do dishes
etc..

sigh*
how did we wind up like this?
i know how....because you NEVER take the flippen time of day to stop being IMMATURE and SELFISH to actually listen to someone when they talk! and i know i'm just being exaggerated with my feelings and how i am expressing them....but seriously? you bullshit someone about "oh i'll always be there for you whenever you need me, i'll always listen and care." actual translation? "yeah sure i GUESS i'll sit there and listen to you like i give a damn, but only when it's convenient for ME and when i'm done listening to your bullshit, im gonna leave...so um...go ahead...talk..."

*sigh* WHY ARE PEOPLE SO FRUSTRATING!!!!!!!
a year of new starts, and i start out the year listening to an immature little kid....awesome...

i know i am WAY bi-polar! that WHOLE rant was about one of my friends...he is seriously pissing me off to NO end....but it's whatever i guess...i dont HAVE to put up with him, i CHOOSE to...not like he really cares either way...BUT whatever..
this is just me ranting, and the whole reason behind that rant was because while blogging this i was talking with him and he started ..... nevermind .... JUST NEVERMIND....
anyways...

so um...i need to clean the house but i need to seriously GET OUT of this house! because unless i call up my BEST friend Jordan, i am seriously gonna go INSANE! because no one else will listen. and i dont want to say what i was gonna say....so um...
im just gonna go do that..
sorry for the off blog today guys. hopefully it wont be so angry or so bipolar next time. . . bleh!
there's gotta be somebody out there....