This Sucks....

You know....i try my best to be an understanding person....i try to be patient....and i try not to get too uptight about things....but it doesnt always work that way....like any other human being....

this is the second day in a row that i have felt like i have done something wrong....
i was supposed to see Max yesterday morning, but he never showed up....(personal reasons)
and then he swore he would be here this morning or something like that, and yet again....failed to show....
i feel kind of dumb.....i know there is a reason for things....but 2 times in a row??? and 4 times all together???
i just dont know.....maybe this should be my warning sign....but it's not...and i have no idea why it's not....like...as much as i am tying right now, i just cannot doubt him...i cannot seem to doubt that there is a good reason....
so for the moment, i'm pretending that there isnt a good reason, and that promises are just words, and that i'm really mad at him.
maybe i will feel better knowing that i can at least pretend to be mad at him at a time that i really SHOULD be mad.....

in other news.....
i finally cleaned up my kitchen today.... the counters are sparkling, and the cabinets, and the dishes are done...and that's all i have to say for now i guess...

your blogger girl,

Annabelle