I feel like Bella Swan

last night, was the best night of my life :)
i know that things can get better, and that it probably wasn't even close to what lays ahead...but for now, it was amazing. <3

how is everyone else's Sunday going? tonight i am making chili again lol. i guess that just goes to show how well i liked making chili. haha...
i should probably make out a grocery list, but considering that i dont know how long i have until i am going to the store....i might have anywhere between a half an hour, to four at this rate lol. soooo......maybe i should make one just in case.
but i never really do good with grocery lists...only because i have no idea on how to write them out..because i am so used to just going to the store and grabbing what i want and swiping my card and letting that be that lol...
im not sure i want to only get food to make things with though, only because i know that once in awhile i wont be in the mood to cook or do dishes, and i will just want something easy....but that isnt exactly the healthiest either....BLEH!

anywhoo..
the reason i feel like Bella Swan is because she lived a fantasy with Edward Cullen :) and right now, i am living a fantasy with my boyfriend Max. it seems at least lol. that may sound unusual....but that's just how it is i guess? i have no idea....what are the signs of living in a fairytale?

1. when a touch can set you on fire
2. when he/she (depending on if this is in a male's view or a womans) is just how you pictured your dream person
3. when the villain of the story is those little debates you two have
4. when you hang onto every word
5. when you would do anything (or BE anything) for that person.
6. when you feel like the whole world is like a virtual one because everywhere you go you feel like it's perfect. even when that person isnt with you
7. when you are in danger, and the only thing that solves the problem is your courage and strength. (or maybe your lover in tin foil)
8. when you start doodling their names with hearts or little cute things surrounding it.
9. when you are so close, you can feel what each other feels
10. when you have the best of both worlds between 'romantic' and 'bad' :)
11. when you can still feel the sensation of their touch....even hours later.
12. when the things that usually spark a fight, turn into you two teasing each other and laughing about it and kissing at the end
13. when you can relate to the video "better life" by Keith Urban
14. when you feel like harry potter spells and volturi men and one ring to rule them all is nothing compared to your lovers capabilities and both your love.
15. when you dance around in your living room in your underwear with a stapler as your microphone singing along to the blaring music lol.
16. when you can picture yourself with them when you guys are old and grey and you still look at each other like you did when you first fell in love.

.....i mean....

what?